Cat and Mouse

Whose Ahead?

While I am one for a good game of chase you are really starting to take the fun out of this. I want you, you don't want me. You want me, I don't want you. I don't want this to be an endless game of Cat and Mouse.

Why is it when someone no longer shows interest in you, you all of a sudden show interest in them. We are not in the third grade anymore. I told you how I felt and you told me you weren't in the right place in your life. You had to work on you. I respected that. I want you to become the best person you can. I want to be around when that happens so that maybe one day we might be together. But you can not expect me to sit around and wait for you to become who you want to be. I wanted to be more than your friend but that's all you were offering and that is what I took. Why is it that I have to be satisfied with the stipulations that you set forth and don't follow.

You know that I still have feelings for you and you are taking advantage of those feelings. While I am putting up with it now I must warn you, I won't put up with it much longer. I don't like to feel out of control. You like to be in control. We both want things are way. We need to bring this ticking time bomb to an end before it explodes in our faces and the friendship we have now crumbles to pieces. Whose in the lead now doesn't really matter.

I feel we will both be losers at the end of this race.