Crush can be defined in many ways. To press b/t opposing bodies so as to break or injure. To put down; subdue. To overwhelm or oppress severely. To hug, especially with great force. A usually temporary infatuation. One who is the object of such an infatuation. All of these definitions have one major component in common. The outcome of all is usually a negative one. When you say or think you are crushing on someone in the relational sense you usually don't think about the real definition of the word crush.
After months of trying to deny my crush I have come to the realization that the definition I had in mind is and was obviously not the happy one. I have been crushed. My feelings have been subdued. You, the object of my infatuation have taken my feelings and broken them. I opened myself up to your judgement and you gave me the harshest penalty. I have crushed on you and in the process i was crushed. The hardest thing to admit is that no matter how many times I allow you to crush me I will come back for more until I am pure dust.
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